Reflection for sem 1

I feel that i am very lucky because i have good course mates and also responsible lecturer. People here treat me very well. I found it is tough to study r learn by ourselves.This situation happen to me maybe because i used to rely too much on lecturer , teacher , tuition teacher and also friends. I used to be spoon feed by others. In this semester i try to learn by myself. I do not know whether i right or wrong in the case of me that i join a lot of club while i am struggling with my new studies as i am new to computer science and programming. In order to join the club , i have to undergo an interview and complete a project. Those project consume me a lot of time  and it is related to programming and also some new trends now in the world. I seem like too rush to join the club so that i can learn somethings about nowadays new trends.I have every bad result in my programming test . In this semester , i have a bad time management. But i know that this help to improve myself  so i did not regret that i join those club recruitment session.I also know that my failure in the programming will always let me remember that i am not good in programming and i have to put extra effort in my programming. Programming is very important especially for computer science student like me because nowadays  employer will more consider people with good programming grade.