It took me a long time to get comfortable being me.
To be honest, it was only this year that I took a step back, looked at myself and thought, "What am I actually gonna do with my life?"
It was a long journey ahead of me, which i realised is gonna take a lot of effort if i actually wanna find an answer to my question. I often feel frustrated at not being 'perfect', not focusing on what I already have and always thinking that, 'I can never do that well'. It was all just a big black hole of negativity.
This year has completely changed my life around. I myself couldn’t believe that it only took one year for things to completely turn itself over. I’m not saying that it’s perfect or anything, but it certainly is better than before. However though, I’m not sure what exactly shifted my mindset .
To be continued...