it's been a while for me to be here since my last entry. I think it is because I have not enough time to open this and update my entry..anyway today i want to share a moment with all of you here..wish that you will be my good readers for me. thank you. 
what I want to share with you is about my second test on PCP subject. from the last entry I posted, I have mentioned that the test 2 have been a bad dream for everyone and for me too. Every single person I asked about the test, they said, " it's so hard wanah. i can't make it. I feel so sad". what can I reply to them is "relax, InsyaAllah you will get better marks this time." But deeply in my heart on that time I felt the same way too. I'm always think what should I do if I get worse marks? What will be my first expression? What will happen to me??what, what and what?After a long time thinking, I just give my beliefs and the rest to Him, I will accpet what He did and as my mum said, what Allah did and give to us have its own meanings.
After a week of the test, it's time to give what we did on that test. before Dr give the test papers to the students, he announce who get the highest mark. And as usual we know who is that guy. Of course that foreigner student, Emad. And i really salute him in what he did. Then, Dr announced the second highest mark and we all try to guess who is that. We all said a few of our classmates but it's wrong. Then we guessed again and at last Dr said 'Safwanah' and it really shocked me. I was too speechless and my expression was.........(can't described what it is). but when hearing my name, I felt happy and sad. Happy because I did not fail but sad because my mark low than test 1 however i still blessed on what He had give to me. Thanks to Allah and thanks to Dr.Aznizam for teached me this while.
And to my friends, do not felt so sad on your marks, I'm sure you can get better. Do your best!! I also not sure my marks will still remain or not during next test. From this test, what I get is we must accept everything from what we get and try to improve our marks better and better on next test, quiz or maybe final exam...
just believe on your self and try harder..GAMBATE!!
